Your Life.

"The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins. "

This quote was on my friend's facebook. I love it. <3

I am not feeling the greatest right now. You know.. when you ask someone a question that you have been contemplating on asking over and over again and you have phrased this question so many times in your head. You finally get enough courage to ask it and then there really is only one anwser you want to hear, the right answer. Then that person answers the question and it is the wrong one, the answer you did not want to hear. Then you start to ask yourself why did you have to ask, you didn't really want to know the true anwser.

Gotcha?!?!

Why do people get enjoyment out of other people's misery?

Something great comes along and they try so hard to take that away from them.Then they laugh in your face when its finally gone, thinking its hilarious.

That is some sick twisted kind of enjoyment, thats for sure.

But whatever happened, happened. The end.

Tis' the Season

Well it's weird being away at school, I no longer get to put up the lights or put the christmas tree up. When I get home everything will be done, I'm not sure how I feel about that. I've tried my best to get into the christmas spirit by drinking egg nog, listening to christmas music and watching chrsitmas movie but it still doesn't seem the same. I think the one thing that is missing is my family. I miss them.

Here is a picture of one of the things Imiss most about the holiday season. When I come home for the holidays I am going to the festival of lights in Niagara Falls.

Finally I'm Back.

Hello fellow bloggers,

I am final back on the web. I must say I have been busy for the past few weeks. I am hoping to start blogging more often now. It's hard to say now though because I am in Univeristy and tehre is just so much work all the time.

I am finally adapting to the change. I am not really homesick but I do miss my brother.

A few friends from university and I went out costume shopping tonight. I have decided to be mother nature. We are going to an all ages not at a local night club. I am pretty excited! I hope my costume turns out good.

Well I should go and finish studying.

Peace. <3

A New Beginning

So... university is just around the corner. Seven days exactly. I am not really sure what to think at the moment. I'm alittle excited/nervous/sad/scared. So many mixed emotions. I would like to believe that I am ready to leave but I don't think I am. I do not cope well with change and this is alot of change all at once. Yes... in way I guess its good to do it all at once but really it just makes it THAT much harder to deal with. It will be my first time going to university, living on my own, cooking on my own, creating my own rules and staying on top of things. I will not have my mother keeping me on track and making sure I am doing what I need to be doing. I am an adult now. It is so hard to imagine myself as an adult. I CAN make my own decisions. I CAN take on responsiblities. I CAN live in a house without a parent figure. I am an adult.

I need to realize that it is time to move on in my life and that things do change. Time does not stop just because you are not ready. You just need to get up and go with it. I need to know that everything will work out and that I WILL stay in touch with the friends I was meant to stay in touch with. I need to remember that everything happens for a reason, even if you don't know that reason at that exact moment.

As much as I would love to stay in high school, I need to move on with my life and have my head held high. I need to look at the positive side of things. University is just another part of my life, it is a new beginning.

Odyssey

Hayley Westenra

"Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way that you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way"

Dear Ashley Jensen

Hilarious.
Sophisticated.
Amazing.

How is she such a good actress?